Uncontrolled outburst of acts as the result being outsurprised by the army of insanity

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Ok calm yourself down dude..... calm down...

Sorry for being a little too excited... and I just couldn't help!!!

Too many things happened in these 7 days.

1. My beloved sister is going to marry this saturday! The most anticipating moment of in a person's life. Let's cheer for this wonderful day woohoo!

2. A good news from my boss - I'm getting my very first incentive bonus this this coming month! All my hard works and efforts have finally been paid off. This happens in a very excellent timing - December. Really, I'm so gonna celebrate to the max yo!

3. One piece, one piece baby! Yes last week I said that it was the most epic chapter of One Piece of 2013 when Dloflamingo beat the heck up of Law and Big Mom's surprise coming. No! Apparently I was way too soon to say that, this week chapter, IS, indeed the most EPIC chapter ever in 2013!!

Guess what, Sabo is alive!, he is really alive! Along with Koala and they are both serving in the Revolutionary Army! Well I kinda predicted that it's going happen sooner or later. Yet when Sabo came out in the Colosseum like a boss! I just totally couldn't control my gentleness and seriousness! I'm not gonna spoil it if you have not read the chapter yet (Maybe I already did? Ops...). Go read it now. But, make sure you are well psychologically prepared alright? Roarrrrr!

Reunion

All hails to the public holiday! Yup another free holiday falls on this day, and I had a tiny little reunion with my uni fellows last night. Couple of my friends and I went out for drinks and a little chit-chat last night at somewhere around Asia Jaya, it was a opened space pub with nice surroundings and nice beers :) We have ordered 2 towers of beers that shared among 8 of us. As usual, right after we arrived and caught up with each other, my sifu Haikal went on a debate with Josh regarding the education differences between Asian and Western families, it went for like an hour. God I miss those days.

Basically the whole conversation was about the Asian education and parent-children relationship. Haikal believes in the freedom of dream pursuit and decision making, which was generally agreed by everyone that day, he is a strong man of faith who will only do the things he likes, and never bow to anyone who tried to give a shit to him. A moment later, Ben mentioned about the issue between him and his parents, where it always led up to an argument. That was when only I realized that most of them had gone through a tough time, that forged them into the way they are... hmm we all have our own story don't. After the drinking party, we headed for our second round - the pool game.

It's been quite a while we have not met each each after I started working, we all move forward to different paths of our own future. I'm working in a local software company, and Haikal had just got into a Swiss software company with a very awesome title in his position, the "Algorithm Expert", that's his expertise though. While Soroush and Josh had just done with the final, they are graduating soon as well. For a brief moment I was thinking if we are gonna have this kind of reunion again in the future when we are all apart in a different place of this world.

You know, I really like meeting up this gang of friends, not because we are best friends and in the same course, but our thinking and concepts are similar, as we all believe in freedom, restriction-free and the independence of dream pursuit. In every conversation of ours, they never failed in inspiring me with their superhuman intelligence and experiences, every point of theirs was like a key unlocking each part of me where I longed for my true desire, and that's when I realized the fragility of my will through time. This is something I need to learn.

Apartment adventure

There it is, another rainy weekday, though we have been planning to play basketball on every thursday, it seems like the weather just doesn't really comply with our desire. So here I am, sitting inside my lovely romantic lightling-decorated room, updating my blog while resting both legs on the table, what a wonderful world... and perhaps comes with some alcohol and some smooth jazz playing around, there's gonna be more than just a wonderful world... oh wait, it is a paradise my friend!

Evan told us there was an indoor basketball court in an apartment, and due to the raining day, we were heading toward to find out the location. Neither did we know, we were just about stepping into a freaking maze, wandering around the entire department and passing through the secret passage of basement, just to seek out the mysterious basketball court. In the end, we failed and gave up because we couldn't get the access to it.

Nevertheless, despite the failure of finding, we did explore some amazing places inside the apartment. There were two swimming pools at the first floor, it was well decorated and the water seemed crystal clear. Inside one of the block was the collection of various shops, there were convenient store, spa relaxing center and even a internet lounge in there! (Whoots! that's one of my top 5 favorite places), it really got me. Strangely, we discovered some company actually operating inside that apartment. A company in an apartment? Hmm doesn't make any sense though.

Either way, although we weren't manage to do some exercise, it was quite a fun night indeed. Cheers, for the new day tomorrow :-)

The moment of true drunk

Hey Hey, it's been a while that I haven't been updating my blog. Seriously, it has been really really long time. Anyway, actually, whatever I was supposed to write down here, was already mentioned just now during the unique conversation. We were drunk and we shared our stories with each other, and I cried at the moment I was talking about what happened during the summer break. However, it felt good after that, after sharing your story to someone else you felt like releasing the burden that you have been carrying for years. Even though we are still struggling for living and the life is still stressful sometimes, it never stops us from moving on and pursuing our dream. Mama, trust me, I will be strong and tough, and I will never ever let you down. I will make you proud.

P.G.D?

"Again, another rain-nearly-whole-day day"

This is kinda expected before, and yea it's happening now, the post-graduate depression. Right after the exchange program to Australia only I realize how blarrrrdy fun University life is. Sometimes maybe overcome by coursework, yet it is fun as I have lots of friends doing the same things together. Together, chit-chating and rushing assignments in FYP, our secret base. After seeing friends graduating one by one before me. I started worried what my life would be after everyone is apart?? My current solution is to get a job ASAP, or go for Master. Whatever, I just need to find something to do or my head is gonna blown up by nonsense!!

I envy when everyone has home-cook dinner while I have to settle my own somewhere else, sometimes, alone. It was alright when friends were still around as we usually went for lunch and dinner together, so much fun. It is why, holidays and after graduation, are what actually worrying me. My sister only comes back home once a week, sometimes none as she's staying at Harley's house, that's her boyfriend. Internet is what keeps my boredom away, but I know it's not gonna work out this way in long term. I need to hang out!! REALLY. Feeling no direction after graduated, oh my it feels no good.

Every time I hear friends saying going back to hometown during holidays, my smile suddenly fades away as I know it's gonna be a long time we aren't gonna meet. I'm not going back to hometown often anymore, because..... no one's there. I had a dream, a dream that one day I will build a gigantic multi-international company where I'm gonna gather all my friends and we'll be working, playing, and fenging together. I do have a religion, just that I have no specified God to pray to, no wonder I once had a thought of turning to Christianity after a visit to my friend's church activity.

All of the above are just my tiny complaint and expression of thoughts and feeling. Life isn't that bad actually. There are always people that I can hang out with if I want to, I'm not really alone and yea, the world is still lovely and wonderful. No worry, now go watch some series.

再见好朋友

原来一直以来都是我在一厢情愿，

哈哈哈感觉好愚蠢呢，

现在彻底地把对她的那份感情忘掉，

感觉好轻松自在 :)

嗯嗯生活应该就是这样才对，

谢啦，给我一个那么好的回忆，

让我重温喜欢一个人的感觉，

我们依然还是好朋友的啦，

有机泥亚，我们以后有机会再见啦！:)

All the best for your future

领悟

冷静仔细想一想，自己也有不对的地方啦。。。

加上今天心情也不是很好，不知道为什么。。。

真是雪上加霜呐。。。

有时候，要学会站在她/他人立场来思考，

你会得到不一样的答案，

让你重新思考事情的对错，

明白。。。他/她人的苦衷，

自己放的错误或许还更多呢。。。

有时候，要学会让步，

逞强逞凶不一定就是好，赢了又如何，

到头来依然还是个 loser，

谨记，忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空，

有时候，要学会原谅别人，

人都会有犯错的时候，我何尝不是？

原谅，双赢，不是更好吗？

有时候，要学会向她/他人道歉，

犯错就要道歉，天经地义的道理，

得不得到原谅是一回事，

说声 sorry，心里也会好过点，不是吗？

要懂得放下身段，面子可当不了饭吃，

大家都是人，何必那么计较？